Waiting For The End Of My Life

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Waiting for the end of my life. I just go through the motions every day doing the bare minimum. I have nothing to live for. In my twenties i felt the burning desire in my heart for something more than a go nowhere nine to five office job and the bar on the weekends. I ve been alone my whole life never had anyone care about me.

We spend our lives waiting for friday for next weekend for summer to start for the holidays to come for winter to end to make more friends for college to start for college to end for real life to start to move away to move away from the friends and family you know to an unknown place to get our dream job to meet the love of our life for. My life is totally pointless. Lyrics to waiting for the end by linkin park. I wanted a career as a singer.

Yeah yo this is not the end this is not the beginning just a voice like a riot rocking every revision but you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm and though the words sound steady something s empty within em. Sure i still went out with friends but i couldn t help but feel my life was reduced to nothing more than a boring rerun. I m just putting in time now waiting for something better to happen in life. Because i m a good girl you see.

I m so completely worn out. Waiting for the end to come wishing i had strength to stand this is not what i had planned it s out of my control flying at the speed of light thoughts were spinning in my head so many things were left unsaid it s hard to let you go oh i know what it takes to move on oh i know how it feels to lie oh all i wanna do is trade this life for. I don t know what the point of life is. And then it hit me.

When i arrived home the first thing i did was rush to my room and empty all of my pills on my table carefully lining them up and waiting for the right moment to go ahead with the plan. I am so tired of everyone waiting. I am ready to die i just wish i had the guts to do it. Waiting for the end to come wishing i had strength to stand this is not what i had planned it s out of my control flying at the speed of light thoughts were spinning in my head so many things were left unsaid it s hard to let you go oh i know what it takes to move on oh i know how it feels to lie oh all i wanna do is trade this life for.

If that s not wasting my life i don t know what is.